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FAWM 2015

by The Contortionist

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1.
Age 02:05
this age won't wait it'll just keep on coming as we all wait for the time of our lives to happen I've spent so long just mulling it over I've spent so long just waiting around and I say we're singing our hearts away this rent will rise just enough for us all to feel lost this stench will rise just enough for the crust at the top We worked so long, we couldn't keep up we worked so long, we couldn't give up but I say we're singing our hearts away we sing, for us, for loss
2.
brother of mine you're somewhere colder than I (it wasn't always this way, I promise) that home wasn't mine the walls were dirtied with time (it wasn't always this way, I promise and now the road are marked and cut into shreds and all these years are marked we couldn't, we couldn't give an inch, a yard or hundreds of miles and yes I promise because it didn't work and now there isn't the time to intervene its demise we're walking carelessly light because it didn't work
3.
sad little pictures hang on the wall bless this house for the coming war just hope that he sees them soon there's no luck, only providence to overcome this remorcefulness you said it's cut and dried you said it's cut and dried but everything you asked for couldn't stop the rain (oh, shout from the rooftops over and over and over until this is done)
4.
Home 02:27
I've been holding out for years now covered in this black soot hiding from the sun there was never anyone for a hundred empty years I awaited your return when're you coming home? sounds still echo through the hallways disembodied voices forgot when I was young when're you coming home?
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6.
none of your friends are gone no matter how bad it seems pulled from the back of your mind these images colour the air under all the words you say but there are no terms for this no expression on your face like mourning again for loss but remember again - you're loved
7.
No, Oh Grey 01:39
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Murder Songs 04:08
and all this I overheard the movement that shadowed the earth underneath there was the shoreline singing and I said nothing and all this I overheard remember the sound of the words piece by piece there was a great crescendo the quickening flow pulled on the corner of us and the whole thing fell apart the quickening flow coiled in the shape of our home unravel us apart coiled in the shape of our home unravelled everywhere that we found you're oh so righteous and running scared one-time abundance is everywhere murder songs written by everyone murder songs written for everyone
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howling voices screaming tired narration never thinking to stop we are mourning in this hollow vacuum where the silence gives us up empty seconds expand the distance as the city cries out drifting away, I let go of your hand as the city cries out for loss and light cold hands spread out moving out voices into frozen air evaporating into the night
10.
I just can't fill this glorious space the rot runs deep; it's what we've embraced still we're too small and deeply ingrained flies on the wall, always in the way you will see me again in a different life you will see us all again - I guarantee it she was so quiet, dressed for the riot chaos she can mediate infinite means put to the fire chaos she can mediate all over town the people are singing chaos they can't mediate let's just sit back and wait for our demise chaos we can't mediate
11.
Morning Haze 03:04
come on over, and show your obvious joy at this hallowed place that we found it's a pleasure just to see the smile on your face we hide in the shade, and fall into pieces and hope that this day will never end we hide in the shade, and fall into pieces and scatter them out I am falling into this decadent place that my heart is calling its home but out here I feel this beautiful clarity we hide in the shade, and fall into pieces and hope that this day will never end we hide in the shade, and fall into pieces and scatter them out we don't want help, but they disagree in the morning haze we were so happy
12.
Glistening 02:28
staring right into your doubt a thousand flaws in the dust to speak in so many tongues to bless us all with your love staring right into your doubt the sky has parted again for all these terrified people cover the earth in this rain glistening, glistening but not for long you were wrong and all this and all this is gone
13.
and in these coming days you will become a burnt out light in fits and bursts you move, and in your daze we will collide on my breath, the sweetest smell, and in my hands the nectar has run dry and every time you laugh I can see the spite drip from your eyes as a child I'd listen to these quiet steps you've become that storm in the back of my head this runs in flights and drops, through patterns I'll never surmise from deepest, darkest lows into the dizziest of highs but the meanings of these words drift away under this moonlight sky and scramble as I might, this will not end until the morning light as a child I'd listen to those quiet steps you've become that storm in the back of my head for all that I have learned just cannot help me here I have broken a thickness of ice formed by the years
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released February 4, 2015

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The Contortionist London, UK

The Contortionist is me, Andy Hirst; usually alone, but sometimes with friends. We even had a proper band for a while (The Contortionist and The Wandering Boy Poets).

I've been in a load of bands over the years playing various things: drums in Nixon, The Broken Chairs, and The Purgatory Players, guitar in Situationists, guitar/keys/vocals in Japanese Sleepers and Fall Forwards.
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